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| New-ness.... |
[11 Dec 2004|08:32am] |
New Journal.
tinsel__crown
It's in the making.
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| Once Upon A Time... |
[10 Dec 2004|10:38am] |
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I want my life to be a fairy tale.
Charming, handsome Prince, rescue me from the clutches of the terrible beast called Reality...
Venture to your beautiful castle.
Happily ever after?
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| Oh yeah, man. |
[10 Dec 2004|07:46am] |
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^The first time I've done these things. How GREAT is that? Haha!
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| Dear Slim... |
[07 Dec 2004|07:39pm] |
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Dear Slim,
My favorite icon put the bong and the knife down
I'm sick of the songs about strapping your mom and your ex-wife down
To a nuclear bomb and dropping them on Saddam
Killing all the muses you use in almost all of your songs
Except those songs about Slim the Hip-Hoppian God
They make it seem you don't respect rappers like Biggie and Pac
Who if it weren't for them you be out of a job
Or flipping burgers with Ronald McDonald and not leading your mob
But the Blob's offensive, run and jumping the fences
And burying politicians in pop culture trenches
Dude, have some humility, oops responsibility, oops accountability, oops I said humility
Your face has covered worse magazines than the artists and politicians you've mocked on every CD release
Ooh, how cool; you've proved you lack tact in your songs
In fact, you've grown up to act just like your mom
If y'all represent the truth and America's youth
Act like a leader we could actually use
You're a celebrity now, oh no, look what you did
You're America's role model but deny that you're it
Come on, come on, let's stand together as one
I ain't yelling about selling my soul, going to hell and back for platinum
Or gold to show the world is a gullible globe
Although, I can't respect the coalition of politicians signing petitions
Fearing Eminem's mission to bitch
When it's his right to taunt if he wants to fight
Even if you're frightened of what he might want to write
You're sworn to defend men, who offend men
Just because you believe in the first amendment
Even if it's illogical angst and vengeance
So defend your senses, but cleanse your dirty lenses
The law's written to both conservatives and leftists
It says Vanilla Ice Preservatives can be sexist
If y'all represent the truth and America's youth
Act like the leaders we could actually use
You're politicians now, oh no, look what you did
You're America's role models but deny art from our kids
Come on, come on, let's stand together as one
Censoring, the denial of actual words or factual things declared obscene
But molesting archdiocese, disease, dead people in the streets from shooting sprees, epidemics
Paramedics clearing debris here and overseas aren't banned from TV
But yell shit, goddamn, or fuck hear three individual bleeps
A word's a word, let it be heard and learned
It's not the individual words but the order that hurts
Come on, come on, let's stand together as one
Come on, come on, stop threatening to censor our thoughts
And you'll get the response you want from now on
Come on, come on
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| Give me a reason to believe. |
[07 Dec 2004|03:40pm] |
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I get bored so easily. I think I'm going to make a new journal...again...haha.
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| Blame this on Haley, haha. |
[05 Dec 2004|09:20am] |
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Bold those that apply..
1. I am very tall (Au contraire)
2. Some people can make me smile from just being in the same room as me
3. I am a hopeless romantic
4. I love deep conversations with my closest friends
5. I worry too much
6. I hate dances
7. I am a musician (at least I think I am)
8. I used to talk to myself
9. I still do Lol.
10. I hate squinty teeth
11. Looking at old photos makes me sad
12. I want to be a writer (kind of, maybe haha)
13. I don't get enough sleep
14. I love my Mommy (no matter how much she might piss me off)
15. I have a lot of favourite songs
16. Pretentious people piss me off
17. I love it when you know where you’re going but the person you’re with doesn’t
18. I cry easily
19. I quite like my teeth
20. I should be doing something else rather than this
21. I don't drink or smoke
22. I hate men who bitch like little girls
23. I hate when the rain makes my socks wet (I <3 the rain)
24. I can be obsessive about some things
25. I tend to scream at traffic
26. I like tight hugs and when people smile just at you being there
27. I like it when people are happy because they make you happy
28. My hair looks the same as it did a week ago today Am I supposed to remember?
29. I like sharing a moment of happiness with someone over apparently nothing
30. I hate it when you don’t understand someone
31. I prefer summer to winter (Spring.)
32. I'm not a fan of swimming in the ocean
33. I am an optimist
34. I think conformity is stupid
35. I love nicknames
36. I have never seen Titanic
37. I am usually always on the Internet (sadly)
38. The sound of running water soothes me (more so rain)
39. I hate it when people think that "crap" is a bad thing to say (I don't think I care about that...)
40. I hate when people think they are too good to say Hi or even acknowledge your existence
41. I wish I wasn't so shy
42. I will never dye my hair
43. My hair is naturally wavy
44. I wish I wasn’t so lazy
45. I wish I still talked to some people
46. When I look back on most of the things I’ve done I learn from my mistakes
47. I love vanilla scent
48. I always start giggling when I’m by myself when I think of nice/funny stuff people have said (teehee)
49. I wish I exercised more (I tried, then I got lazy again)
50. My eye itches
51. I wish I had a photographic memory (I have the WORST memory)
52. I miss being a kid
53. There are some moments I wish I could have back
54. I wish I were older even though I miss being a kid
55. I make no sense a lot of the time
56. I am overly paranoid
57. I love music
58. I wish I was more outspoken in class
59. I hate people who agree with you to "impress" you
60. I don't believe cracking your knuckles will give you arthritis (I don't care, I don't crack my knuckles)
61. Sometimes I keep feelings bottled up for sake of others
62. I often say I hate things in people, but do them myself and don't realize
63. I wish too much
64. I love Christmas
65. I hope my family and I move...I would love to really decorate my room
66. I hate feeling nostalgic
67. I've been told I act older than I am
68. I don’t like it when people don't leave messages
69. I have very large hands
70. I wish people would grow up.
71. I am still a teenager
72. I hate people who say I'm annoying because I laugh a lot; that's a retarded reason
73. I hate people who complain about "indecency" on TV....if you don't like it...don't watch it
74. I like the feeling of knowing someone thinks I look really good
75. I'm perfectly happy sitting doing nothing for hours at a time if I'm with people I love
76. I'm a day-dreamer
77. Family meals are a rare occasion
78. Nothing would make me so happy as an A in math
79. Sometimes I enjoy sitting around myself for hours doing nothing
80. I hate gangster slang, like "homie" or "dawg" because it annoys the crap out of me
81. I love to make people smile/laugh
82. I like songs that remind me of being a kid
83. I don't like it when people hold grudges
84. I cannot wait to graduate highschool (Kind of)
85. I have a slight obsession with Spongebob (I love it, but I'm not obsessed)
86. I hate the new season of She Spies; the first season was much better
87. I don’t really like hanging out with lots of people all the time
88. I wish I knew espanol (I did)
89. Chocolate is my best friend
90. I'm too forgiving
91. I’m too critical
92. I think I smell fine (wow, haha)
93. About a fifth of my waking day is spent day-dreaming
94. I hate when you know people think you are up to something, and you can’t help act guilty even though you aren’t
95. I wish I had more money (!!!)
96. I want to donate money to charity
97. I think spiky hair on boys makes them incredibly hot (I have a thing for straight medium length hair)
98. I like laughing
99. I love inside jokes
100. I am tired as hell
I should make one of those. How much would that rawk? Haha.
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| Mmkay! |
[05 Dec 2004|05:41am] |
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We've got rules and maps and guns in our backs
But we still can't just behave ourselves
Even if to save our own lives so, says I, WE ARE A BRUTAL KIND.
That song is love.
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| Harry Potter...again. |
[29 Nov 2004|11:04am] |
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Harry Potter and the PoA (the movie) |
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Wow I'm lazy.
I haven't felt like updating for a long time. Thanksgiving was good. Lots of food. I spent practically the whole break watching Harry Potter, like I am doing now. My family and I went to the movies after thanksgiving dinner and saw National Treasure. 'Twas pretty good. During the previews the preview for Hitchhikers Guide came on, it was hilarious. You have to see it to understand. The day after thanksgiving we decided to celebrate my brothers birthday (which was on the 18th), so it was two big meals in a row. It was great. Um, the rest of the time was a big blur of Harry Potter... I got new shoes, two new books (Phantom of the Opera, and SoUE), new PJ pants that rawk big time, and a new purse. I'm playing Jak II over again, since I want Jak III so BAD. Yeah, yeah!
School tomorrow, it sucks. Break should be longer, haha. Oh well. School will be a big blur and I won't update forever because of it (maybe).
"Does it hurt terribly Draco?"
"It comes and it goes. I consider myself lucky, according to Madame Pomfrey another minute or two and uh, I could've lost my arm. Couldn't possibly do homework for weeks."
Well, time to finish HP, and take a shower.
SEE YA.
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| Teehee |
[24 Nov 2004|09:00pm] |
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Harry Potter and the PoA |
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Be HAPPY! =D
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| Good! |
[20 Nov 2004|12:12pm] |
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Play went pretty well! In a good mood. Tonight is the last show. Going out to eat, so I'll update later.
The Acrobat
The child is an acrobat
He walks upon the wire
Knowing well that he might fall
Still he climbs up higher
If he should slip
He will surely die
And his body will break and his soul will fly
Into the night where the spirits scream
He will leave this world and become a dream
My father was a sailor
He lived upon the water
Knowing well that he might drown
He sailed beyond the harbor
If he should fall
He will surely die
And his body will sink and his soul will fly
Into the night where the spirits scream
He will leave this world to become a dream
He will leave this world to become a dream
Nothing will change
Time goes by and nothing will
My love she is my saving gracev She holds me through the winter
Knowing well that I will leave
Still she holds me closer
And if my heart should break
I will surely die
And my blood will flow and my soul will fly
Into the night where the spirits scream
We will leave this world and become a dream
We will leave this world and become a dream
<333333333333333333!
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| I <3 KARA! |
[19 Nov 2004|03:38pm] |
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OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. I <3333333333 Kara!!!
*billion kajillion fufillian, etc, HUGS!!!*
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| Take my photo off the wall... |
[14 Nov 2004|06:01pm] |
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The Stills - Still In Love
We were lovers, we were kissers
We were holders of hands; we were make-believers just losing time
You said you'd rather live in T.V. land and then say that you can but you don't
That's heartless and I will not cry
But I'm still in love
And I'm still in love... [3x]
You're dreams of acting on screen. What do they mean?
You'll be dancing senseless in your bedroom and
You find yourself out of a job and before too long
You'll be selling lemonade to the overpaid
And I'm still in love... [5x]
I remember it was summer; I was out of my head but you would
You're selfish and a waste of space
But I'm still in love
And I'm still in love... [6x]
<33333333333333333333333
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| weowoeoeowoeoew |
[14 Nov 2004|11:28am] |
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Stole this from Kelly.
x. [Wallet]
dELiA*s. It was cheap, and I was in desperate need for a new one.
x. [Hairbrush]
A lot. But I mostly use my Pink one.
x. [Toothbrush]
Pink and White. Electric.
x. [Jewelry worn daily]
My pink plastic ring with black leopard spots! Hell yeah!
x. [Blanket]
White big comfy warm thing. Haha.
x. [Facewash]
Dove. With those beads in it.
x. [Coffee cup]
Niagra Falls cup. I got it from Alkisti! Yay!
x. [Sunglasses]
Aha. I don't have any. I usually just steal my brothers Okleys! HAHA.
x. [Underwear]
Any kind that aren't granny-like. I like Bikinis or ones that look like briefs.
x. [Shoes]
My Vans! They're comfy! Orrrr, my hot pink heels. HAHA.
x. [Favourite shirt]
My Beatles I guess? I have soo many shirts to choose from. Or the shirts I make with stupid sayings that I say.
x. [Favourite pants]
My Lilu's from PacSun. I looove them.
x. [CD in stereo right now]
Harry Potter PoA! HAHA!
x. [Tattoos]
None.
x. [Piercings]
Just my ears.
x. [What you are wearing now:]
My Beatles shirt, and my comfy gray PJ pants.
x. [Hair ]
Layered. Almost to the middle of my back. Yay! Almost always straightened.
x. [Do you like candles]
Yeah! I have like 10 in my room.
x. [Do you believe in love]
I don't know.
x. [Do you believe in soul mates ]
Perhaps?
x. [Do you believe in love at first sight]
Aha.
x. [What do you want done with your body when you die?]
I don't know. I'm an organ donor, though.
x. [What are you doing when you're older?]
Become famous. Be a bitch? HAHA!
x. [How many songs do you have on your computer?]
Not that many. I don't download anymore. I just buy CDs or listen to Launch.
x. [What band are you listening to now?]
The Stills.
x. [Look out your window...tell me what you see]
My moms car, my dads truck and my neighbors house.
x. [If you could have any animal for a pet?]
Snow Leopard. Meow.
x. [What is the longest you've ever stayed up?]
24 hours.
[ When was the last time you ... ]
x. [Smiled?]
Yesterday?
x. [Laughed?]
Yesterday?
x. [Cried?]
Um. My eyes were watering yesterday from being stuck outside in the cold for four hours. Or maybe because it was my brothers last football game...ever.
x. [Bought]
Food.
x. [Danced?]
Thursday after the Powderpuff Game.
x. [Were sarcastic?]
Pfft. Probably today. I'm such a sarcastic person.
x. [Had a nightmare?]
Hmm... I might've had one last night.
x. [Last book you read]
Harry Potter and the SS.
x. [Last movie you saw]
Harry Potter and the SS.
x. [Last thing you had to drink?]
Iced Tea, biyatch!
x. [Last thing you had to eat]
Blueberry Muffin.
[ Body ]
x. [What do you most like about your body?]
Hmm? I guess... my eyes?
x. [And least?]
My...feet.
x. [Do you think you're good looking?]
I don't know. Honestly. I don't really think about that a lot. Haha.
x. [Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?]
Might?
x. [Do you look like any celebrities?]
Yeah. I forget who though.
[ Fashion ]
x. [Do you wear a watch?]
I used to but it broke. I miss it. Now I have to look for my cell phone when I want to know what time it is.
x. [How many coats and jackets do you own?]
I have like...a lot. Probably like 10.
x. [Favorite pants/skirt colour?]
jeans for pants and for skirts.... striped... even though thats not really a color
x. [Most expensive item of clothing?]
Oh man. I don't know. Idon't go all out and buy really expensive things.
x. [Describe your style in one word]
AH. Shit. I don't really HAVE a style. HAHA.
[Your Friends ]
x. [Do your friends know you?]
Yeah.
x. [Are there traits in you that are universally liked?]
I guess.
x. [How many people do you tell everything to?]
One person.
[ Music/TV/Books ]
x. [Favourite band ever?]
Ahh! I'm torn between MCS and BN.
x. [Most listened to bands?]
Probably... MCS or TBS.
x. [Do you find any musicians good-looking?]
Aha. YES.
x. [Type of music most listened to?]
Ehh, I don't know. Classic, rock, whatever the hell MCS is, pop rock, mostly anything.
x. [Type never listened to?]
I don't know? I've listened to most everything.
x. [Favourite book?]
Need you ask? HPHPHPHPHPHPHPHP!
[ General Questions ]
x. [What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?]
RAIN! Yeaaaah! Dancing in the rain is so fun. Minus the part where my hair looks like a frizz ball, haha.
x. [Do you consider yourself lucky?]
In some ways.
x. [Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide?]
Depends.
x. [Choose one word to describe how you feel most often]
Happy.
x. [Do you own any plaid clothing?]
Of course.
x. [Is there more than one zipper in your pants?]
Aha. I think one pair has them on the butt pockets. But I don't wear them because they're too small now.
x. [Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon?]
Aha. No?
x. [Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye?]
No. I've never dyed my hair.
x. [Do you own a bandana?]
Three or so. But I don't wear them.
x. [Are you amused by safety pins]
No?
x. [Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute?]
Aha. No.
[Habits/beliefs ]
x. [Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything)?]
No!
x. [Are you an anarchist?]
Pfft. No.
x. [Do you smoke cigarettes?]
Never.
x. [Are you vegan/vegetarian?]
Nope.
x. [Do you think meat is murder?]
Aha. No.
x. [Have you ever slept in an alley or park?]
AHA. No.
x. [Do you wash your hair less than once a week?]
No!
x. [Have you ever gone a week without a shower?]
No!
[about you]
x. [Age]
16
x. [Birthday]
September 1st.
x. [Sign]
Virgo, baby!
x. [Location]
PA. Suck state.
x. [Status]
Single.
x. [Crush]
Pfft. Screw crushing on guys.
x. [Natural hair colour]
Auburn.
x. [Eye colour]
Dark brown.
x. [Height]
Oh man, I don't know. Probably like 5'1" HAHAHA. I'm so short.
x. [Shoe size]
Seven. Bitch. HAHA.
x. [Parents]
Harry and Debra.
x. [Siblings]
Two older brothers.
x. [Live with]
Parental units. Brothers both moved away. Lucky them.
[favorites]
x. [Number]
5 I guess. It always changes, haha.
x. [Color]
Pink!
x. [Day]
Saturday!
x. [Month]
August!
x. [Song]
Oh man! Uhh. I don't know. Lean On Me.
x. [Movie]
OH EM GEE. I have sooo many! I guess Princess Bride.
x. [Food]
Steak Salad.
x. [Season]
Spring!
x. [Teacher(s)]
Ehh. I don't know. Davis, Hemphill and Kahler.
x. [Drink]
Iced Tea!
x. [Veggie]
Carrots!
x. [TV Show]
Ehh. I don't really watch TV. Gilmore Girls.
x. [Radio]
THE PICKLE! Teehee.
x. [Store]
dELiA*s!!!
x. [Word]
OMG!
x. [Animal]
I don't know. Wild Cats.
x. [Flower]
Iris.
[this or that]
x. [Me/You]
MEMEMEMEME.
x. [Coke/Pepsi]
Pepsi.
x. [Day/night]
Night.
x. [CD/cassette]
CD.
x. [DVD/VHS]
DVD.
x. [Jeans/khakis]
Jeans.
x. [Car/truck]
Car.
x. [Tall/short]
Short. Yeah, yeah. I LIKE being short.
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| I'm okay! (trust me) |
[11 Nov 2004|04:47am] |
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My Chemical Romance - Helena |
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I have to go to school on MY DAY OFF. How sucky is THAT? Haha. Well, it's for the play, so I guess that's okay. *cough* I really don't have much to say.
My cold won't go away.
My blisters won't go away.
My leg is dying.
I love MCR, MCS, Ambulance Ltd. and Johnathan Rice.
...And, I'm still dying.
( I am starting my list of things to do before I die...haha. )
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| Shit. |
[07 Nov 2004|09:32pm] |
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Ambulance Ltd. - Yoga Means Union |
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I have a blister.
I love Johnathan Rice & Ambulance Ltd.
I think I'm dying.
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| Whoop! |
[05 Nov 2004|09:05am] |
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My Chemical Romance - Bury Me |
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I don't know. I had like the worst day all day until after I watched Shrek 2, then it started to get better. I'm eating these Apple-O's, and I'm going to get sooo sick, haha. Oh yeah, Shrek 2 was quite funny, not AS funny as I expected it to be, but funny. The ending made me kind of angry, haha.
I don't really want to explain why my day was bad, because I'm in a good mood, and I don't want to think about it. Yep. I have to go to my brothers football game tomorrow -- he's still playing even though he has a fractured rib. My parents are really worried about him, but I'm happy he's playing, since it's his senior year and second to last game.
I'm really tired, yet I'm not really. Haha. I rawk too hard. We had to do this survey thing to put in our book of everyones poems and stuff in Creative Writing. One of the questions was asking what my favorite quote was, so I put Harry Potter, naturally. "It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live." *sigh* Then it had a questions 'Believe It Or Not:' so I put "I'm the biggest Harry Potter nerd you'll ever meet. HAHA. I'm such a loser. Wow, that was pointless rambling. Ooh, ooh, my Morbid Poem!!! Oh man, it rawks so hard. HAHA.
( What London thinks of the Election )
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| Yeaaaaah! |
[04 Nov 2004|11:00am] |
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Motion City Soundtrack - The Future Freaks Me Out |
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Happy, happy, happy, happy. Haha. Dude, no more unhappiness for me. =P
I think I'm kind of losing my voice, haha. Oh well. Yeah, short entry again, but you'll live. I'll update more tomorrow.
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